More time to think

The truth is I'm nervous. Nervous thinking about my future. Will I ever get the chance to fulfill my dreams? And the answer will always be "keep on trying".At times, I wish I can skip the reality and move to the world fantasy. Just be Alice in the Wonderland for a while  =)  . But I guess even Alice had to deal with difficult decisions. Well, I guess nothing is as it seems. Hurm.