x, why you did not understand my feeling towards you?
i'm sorry if you really dont understand, i'm not blaming you
i know i'm boring, everybody knows that
i'm sorry,when you ask 'a' i give 'a'
i'm not a good friend
i'm not a good lover(the worst)
i'm not a good sister either
i'm not a good daughter
i'm not a good granddaughter
i'm not good in everything, i dont even know what i'm good in
i'm sorry if i have made so many mistakes to you all
it make me sad, and even i have cried all night figure out why i'm not a good person
teddy ,i know you are mad at me
i hope you understand what i feel just now
i'm stupid, please forgive my stupidness
you know teddy, i can't live without you
you are the best i ever had, so tell me if you ignore me how am i suppose to live to breath in this mean world?
please,i'm begging you to forgive me
i'm so immature
i'm soryy, i'm truly sorry